Looking Back … … …
26-Dec-2020
My Life
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Dear Shila,
Pretty Lady, sometimes I forget that you are no more; I do believe you are always surrounded around me and very close to my heart. However, I never regret my mishaps, as I loved belonging to my imaginary world. Let's recall my memories, I might be inconsistent in sharing my words.
When I was in my college 12th grade, I fell in love with my best friend, Uma Dev. How beautiful she was! Her eyes within the glasses, curious, and spontaneous talking attracted me the most! Acting as a passionate lover I felt for her and fortunately, Uma also showed her interest in me. We realized that we were made for each other.
However, both of our religious views were different and yes our so-called society would never tolerate two females's eternal love. One gloomy day, my mother brutally slapped me and got Uma out of my room! And, then she started trying to insist I marry a guy. For more than two weeks my parents locked me up so that I couldn’t contact Uma or anyone else. A few months later, I forced myself and started forgetting Uma to come back to my prior life again and continue my studies. After a few years, I had to get married to a guy, my would-be husband Asad. With a heavy heart, I met with him in a quiet restaurant and started talking over the phone.
Surprisingly I began to like and believe him as I thought he was very smart, caring, and dynamic. I pushed myself into this world as maybe this is the normal thing to do and what I want is abnormal. I would love to fly then as a fairy as I could share my well and woe with him, even my commitment and the stories of first love with Uma.
And, that's the biggest fault in my life that caused unbearable miseries in my after-marriage life.
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Abul Bashar 05 Jan 2021 at 12:30pm
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Farjana 2024-11-27 13:16:00
Most of the blogs you have written are pretty interesting. Unnatural truths were revealed and somehow slapped into our so-called traditional society. However, I couldnt open some interesting blogs that provoked me to read more and further know your thoughts. It surprised me, actually what happened? :-O
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